this is what they represent

lamb is clapped on my head, H is on the tv behind me and i am nursing cat wounds.

i spent two hours filling out insurance forms this morning. i would like to speak to the people that word these forms and explain to them that, like thomas aquinas [good ole TA] small words can be just as confusing as a word like antidisestablishmentarianism. and that small words can, in short amounts of time, lead to tears. lots of tears.

U2 is only four days from now. i think maybe i should be excited.

i think i need some outside. too bad i can't really do it my way.