i don't want to live forever

somedays there are really beautiful things that i am convinced everyone else misses.

the colour of avacadoes under flourscent light. grey snow, grey building, grey tree set against grey sky. golden butter in a coffee mug. a vat of sliced green peppers. red blue yellow green sleds piled on top of each other. sunset under a bank of clouds. buildings on fire. banjo music. kelly bray's hair in discussion group. people playing music they love loudly in the room next to mine. talking late with anna. prolonged and frequesntly interrupted conversations with my brother. orange and blue. the inside of a kiwi. hot pink. finding my own version of jim morrison at the cloisters in new york city in ottawa.

some days i want to capture it all.