'the adventures of a thirty-ish university graduate' or, alternately and perhaps much more aptly: 'as mad as a barking fox'

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

give me one more chance

you know, i think i might be a little bit pissed off at all of this. i told my marmee it was ok, that i would be ok, but she was right when she said that it would be hard, that it's going to be hard. maybe i'm sick of trying to play the adult and maybe i want to be five again, getting tucked into bed. maybe i want to have a life where none of this had never happened. maybe i want to say i'm sorry. maybe i'm more than sorry. maybe i asked for too much, maybe i didn't ask for enough. maybe it'll all be ok?

regardless, i'm going to do the un-adult thing and shove it to the back of my skull, pretend like i give two fucks about the qumran and cyrus the great and listen to bono croon and then maybe just maybe i can believe in maybe.

even if maybe isn't true or enough or really believable anyways.

maybe i need to just know that.

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