off to chase forever

ummmm, a list?

a- i don't think there's enough words to fill up some of the spaces sometimes.

b- i have this weird mark on the side of my neck that i am ninety nine percent sure is actually a minor chemical burn. however, it unfortunately looks like a ridiculously large hickey. and i received a lot of flak for it. i don't know what to think. if it IS a hickey, could the person who attacked me like a grade nin vampire reveal himself, please?

c- my balcony is clean and i am so happy. all i need to do is find furniture.

d- biking up a hill at midnight while intoxicated is perfectly doable. in fact, i think i might label it as downright exhilirating.

e- i found out this morning that my grandfather sold his house, as did my aunt and uncle and that they are all moving to a smaller town where they will all live together. man, i have memories of my grandparent's home. the red shag carpet. afternoon lunches. barbeques. getting trapped in the basement room. leaving my cousins trapped in the basement room. the scariest cold room ever. [seriously, it was in behind another oom, entered from a closet that was so small and narrow even the kids never picked it for hiding in when we played hide and seek. the light switch was above the door and sideways and if it had been a long time, i always forgot about it, and searched madly while the smell of damp and cold and metal and preserves seeped through me, chilling my back. gramma always kept orange crush. it's the only place i ever drank it. ever].

f- i am going to be ridiculously late if i don't leave in the next ten seconds. curses.