this life is more than just a read through

"that's it..." i can hear the vox whispering in the sudden death like silence that has gripped me as i lunge forward under the water. "i think that your heart is goimg to stop..."

plans were made for me today, which was amazingly awesome. kate and leslie and laura and candice and i all piled in the van and went to cyprus lake for the day. after daring the rough rocky trails, the crowds of people one lobe snake which only i saw and miniature rock climbers who were barely old enough to walk, we made it to my most favourite place to swim. i was the first one in the water, naturally.

and damn if it didn't almost give me heart failure.